Dr. Willis Newman, Esmeralda Newman, bible-teaching-about.com
I was part of a new church and served in the childrens ministry for 3 years. I felt like that was where God wanted me. Recently, I started feeling that I was not good for the childrens ministry, I wasn't loving them and teaching them from my heart anymore it was out of duty and having to be in a ministry.
I stepped down from my mimistry and feel an overwhelming insistence by the church to be involved or pick another ministry position but I do not feel led to any of them and have been praying and pleading with God for an answer to where he wants me in our church.
If I am forced to pick a ministry for the sake of doing "good works" is it? My heart is not there. I feel the church is pressuring me and everyone to pick "a job" not letting God lead.
Is this biblical? Am I out of the will of God if I don't go along?